but now i'm going to have a little rant - family! what is that all about. I personally thought especially when you are a child your family throws open their arms and welcome them in with so much love - boy am I wrong
Apart from our immediate family as in both our parents no one else bothered with the boys birthdays, now dont get me wrong i'm not expecting anything, but they are family and if they couldnt even supply a card! then something has to be wrong!!
Children dont deserve to be treated like that by so called family especially when they live so close, so as you can imagine I am upset, deeply upset, not for me, but for my boys.
Well they missed on their gorgeous smiles when opening 'cards' and been grateful for those that had bothered.
Personally I've had enough and as the saying goes 'you can choose your friends but not your family' well I've just chosen my family and who is dear to me and the rest - goodbye.
This may seem like a horrid rant i'm having (its very rare that I would do this on my blog) but I am just so upset by all of this - I personally am having issues with my own father right now and I just dont need 'people' to make me feel this way!
Rant over - hopefully - but I still dont feel calm :(